Pinky And The Brain

Gotta back to work tomorrow :-< … can’t wait until next holiday!! when will be my next holiday???? AUGUST !! Here I come!!!!

Six months ago I visited a friend. On coming to her orderly organized bookshelf, my eyes were drawn to The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying. When I glanced through it, a line jumped out at me: "It is absolutely certain that we will die, and it is uncertain when or how we will die". My greatest fear since my father’s death, confronting me in black and white. So without giving second thought, I borrowed the book from my friend even though I am unfamiliar with Buddhism.

So today is the day I have eventually finished the book after taking like maybe 5 months…6 months reading and trying to comprehend it as it was much too complicated for me to understand. This is a great book indeed. The book provides an introduction to the practice of meditation, to the nature of mind, to karma and rebirth, to love and care for the dying by offering them spiritual assistance, and to the trials and rewards of the spiritual path. I especially loved the part where there are stories about the applications of the methods in the book when someone close died, and to cope with the pain of bereavement. When I was halfway through it, I somehow thought I should have actually read it earlier…far earlier before my father’s death. So that I could have it guides me through the grieving process. And the stories about the state of conciousness after death were truly amazing.

The book gave me so much of thoughts everytime after reading it. And now I no longer fear of death, I could think of death without having the hopeless, depressed and shivery feeling; not that I’m preparing myself for death, it’s that I have to learn how to make the most of my precious life.

08 June 2005 Wednesday is today!! 8th of June, just like any other usual day for me…nothing special besides I’m still on holiday. HOORAY!! I love holidays especially when I still get paid… haha.

So I started my day by making up my mind what movie to watch since I only have to pay 6 bucks for a show today (Oh…I love holiday and even more if holiday on Wednesday). And these are the list of shows showing in TGV : Lady Boss( ?? ), Kungfu Mahjong (I only enjoy watching Kungfu while playing mahjong) , Madagascar (already watched), House of Wax (Paris Hilton’s actually doing a real movie) , Star Wars (already watched), Senario XX ( no way! ) Without checking out the reviews, I opted for House of Wax. I truly amazed that I, myself actually enjoyed this horror flick. The visuals and effects were cool creative and so were the death scenes. It was surprisingly entertaining and fun despite of it has a cast that is better known for their bodies than their acting abilities e.g. the you- know-who Paris "sexygirl-or-sexgirl" Hilton.

Then later in the evening (means now), my first blog ever is all done!! So people, let’s blog blog blog and blog…